Challenges

The little things that bother me  

Regrets deep within 

The things I should do yet undone 

Irritations one after the other; 

Til nerves stretch thin screaming  

Bare for the whole world to see 

I pray — but nothing comes out right  

My thoughts are going in every which way, 

I am confused 

I hate myself — I am not used to hands clenched; 

Not clasped in prayer 

My heart is to lenden to take flight 

I cant read, I cant pray nor even think 

Where to now??? 

The whole world is filled with darkness  

I try to get up onto my feet, but always end up fallen on my face 

Then I felt his arms go around me and heard his voice say “I love you ”